end measured mile.

wave of unrest.

"the wall of fear has collapsed."

Tunisia. Bahrain. Egypt. Libya. Yemen. Syria. Am I missing any? Probably.

Something incredible is happening in the Middle East. "Incredible" may not be the word. Changes of biblical proportions are occurring. Bloodshed is unavoidable, but this is not just another main st. protest. This is historic.

This is monumental. This is unavoidable, unpreventable.

It is not our place to get involved, though we already have.

THIS IS THE SPARK.

Mom told me today that my generation is the last that will have done better than their parents'. Meaning, the vicious circle repeats with my children struggling. It's definitely a scary thing to grasp, but not hard to believe.

Here's to another day.

(anti) anchor.

cut this anchor & let me go.

I'm just confused about everything lately. What school I want to go to; what I actually want to focus on and study and major in. I'm only 21, I have no fucking clue what I want to do the rest of my life. I can't make that decision now. If it were up to me, I'd play music until my fingers bled off and I was piss broke. THEN I'D MAKE A PLAN. at least I would have gotten out of this town and state, met new faces, etc.

and the fucking snow and sleet and rain and slush didn't make me feel any better nor did it comfort me at all today. Who expects this kind of weather after a week where it reached 70+ degrees?!

I haven't felt like this in a long time. and I hate it.

At least I have two new jobs and finally built up the courage to leave the pharmacy. It's a great feeling knowing my (ex)boss needs me, but I cannot come in. SORRY (not). I'm looking forward to my first day at the country club. I'm anticipating rich, white snobs seeing my tattoos and making faces of disgust. and pity. WE'LL SEE.

everywhere is in walking distance if you have the time.

I wish I had the time. and stamina and strength.
and guts.